Special K - Adventures of a little boy
APPOINTMENTS
born: 02/19/03
due: 03/30/04
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
Caleb's First Hannukah
You sure cleaned up in the gift department. You saw both sets of grandparents this weekend and everyone had gifts waiting for you. You have so many toys there are not enough hours in the day to play with them (I imagine you'll get even more for your birthday in a few months). The funny thing was your absolute favorite part of opening gifts was playing with the tissue paper in the packages. You have more gifts coming next week on Christmas from Auntie...oh boy.
You Learn Something New Everyday
When I was a teenager I was a HUGE fan of James Dean. I had hundreds of pictures of him and saw all of his movies. Over the years my fascination faded, but it keeps on following me. Last year I learned that a diner in our town was where he had his last meal before his tragic car crash in 1955. Today I learned (which I should have known from reading the novel in middle school) that the character he played in the movie 'East Of Eden' was named Caleb (Cal). When we chose your name I did not know this. I think this is just a weird coincidence.
Saturday, December 13, 2003
Disneyland
Well we went to Disneyland and only stayed for about an hour. You seemed to enjoy yourself, but good grief the place was packed. I'm talking you could barely move around and it was just miserable. Grandpa asked for a refund and they gave us tickets to come back again within two years. At least the day wasn't a total loss. You did get mouse ears with your name on them and boy are they cute on you.
Friday, December 12, 2003
Nine Months
It was nine months ago today that you were born. I know I seem to get sappy every month, but I just can't help it. You are still growing like a weed and amazing me more and more each day. Since Thanksgiving you have been working on your military crawl and now know how to successfully get into everything (including the cat's water bowl). You also have started clapping your hands and copying expressions more.
You really seem interested in music and love all types of musical toys. Hopefully you'll get some talent in that from Daddy's side of the family. We already have a piano and guitar at home waiting for you.
You haven't had any modeling jobs yet, but I think that is because the holidays are coming up and business is slow. We have your work permit and resume in both cars "just in case" you get called for an audition.
Tomorrow is a big day for you, it will be your first trip to Disneyland. I know you won't remember it (which is why I am going to take tons of pictures) but I think you will really enjoy seeing all that there is to see there.
Thursday, November 20, 2003
Weekend Away
Mommy & Daddy went to Las Vegas for the weekend while you stayed with Grandma & Grandpa. You had a blast with them. I hear you really like Grandpa's homemade chicken soup with matzoballs. You also got to take a big boy shower with grandpa which you realle enjoyed. We missed you horribly, and were so excited to see you when we returned. A good time was had by all.
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Supermodel
About a month ago I sent some photos of you to several talent agencies. We got one call back and you went to a go see at one agency last week. I got a call this morning... Ford Models wants to sign you. I am so excited. The contract package should arrive tomorrow with further details. Congratulations baby.
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Four Teeth
We went out to dinner tonight and while we were there (you sit in a high chair now...such a big boy) I felt your gums and sure enough you have another tooth. The total count now is two on top and two on the bottom. You'll be chewing your food in no time at this rate.
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Happy 8 Month Birthday Baby Boy!!!
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Weigh In
I took you to the doctor to have your diaper rash checked. You had a yeast infection on your tush (yuck) and the doctor gave us a miracle cream that cleared it right up. Anyway, they weighed you and you tipped the scale at 21 pounds. My chunky monkey!
Monday, November 10, 2003
OMG
I just wrote a long post and lost everything...GRRR!!
I'll write it again later.
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Maybe Not A Diagnosis
The doctor just called and said your second urine test came back negative (Yippee). We're stopping the antibiotics now. So basically you didn't have a bladder infection. What did you have then? This will remain a mystery won't it? I'm just happy you are feeling much better now.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
A Diagnosis
You were still sick on Friday so Daddy and I both stayed home and took you back to the doctor. We saw a wonderful Pediatrician (I am thinking of changing to have her as your primary doctor) who ran a full blood and urine culture on you. You really didn't enjoy having the needle in your arm or the urine bag taped on you, but it had to be done. In the end the preliminary results showed you had a virus and we were sent home.
Overnight into Saturday your fever broke and you finally started to get some relief. Or so I thought. Once your fever was gone you suddenly decided you didn't want to eat or sleep much. It was a very long sleepless weekend. I was so worried that you weren't getting enough fluids.
On Sunday you seemed better so we headed out to visit with your cousin Jacob who was in town from New Jersey. After breakfast with him and his family we went to Baba and Zaida's house to celebrate Daddy's birthday. You were so grumpy and not acting like yourself. I chalked it up to the fever wearing you out, lack of sleep, and teething. By late Sunday night your appetite and desire to sleep through the night (yay).
You went back to daycare on Monday and had a great day. You're behaviour was still slightly odd when we got home, but it's been a rough week so it didn't concern me. This morning you were so hungry on our drive to school that you cried for an hour (it took an hour and a half to get here today because of the transit strike) in the car. After I got to my office the doctor you saw on Friday called and said your urine test came back showing that you have a bladder infection.
This bladder infection would be the cause of the fever, loss of appetite, sleeplessness, and moodiness. Daddy is meeting us at the clinic tonight where we will have to have another urine sample drawn using a catheter. The doctor said that the bag method used last week doesn't produce as clean of a sample. Anyway, you'll be starting antibiotics tonight. My poor poor baby I feel so bad for you. I hope the medicine will help make you feel as good as new in no time.
Thursday, October 16, 2003
My Poor Baby
Yesterday at 4pm I got a call from your daycare center saying you were running a 102 degree fever. I rushed you to the pediatrician where you had a 99 degree fever (thanks to half a dose of Tylenol they gave you at school) only to be given the "when you need to see a doctor and when you don't" speech. I was just so worried you might have an ear infection.
Apparently small children run higher temeratures than adults and I shouldn't be too concerned until it reaches 103.5 degrees. Regardless, she said that as long as you remain playful just give you baby Motrin to keep te fever down and it will go away on it's own. We came home from your appointment and you sucked down a bottle and took a nap.
Here is how our night went after your nap...
8:45pm - 103.3 temp. Gave you a dose of Advil
8:50pm - You threw up on both yourself and me
8:55pm - Bathtime
10:04pm - 100.8 temp. You threw up on my bed sheets
10:05pm - Guzzled down a 6oz bottle.
2:20am - 99.6 temp (I love the digital pacifier, you didn't even wake up)
6:15am - You were moaning in your sleep. 102.8 temp
6:20am - Gave you a dose of Advil and some "mommy loving"
6:25am - You are back to sleep
The long and short of it is that you are eating fine and sleeping fine. You just are running a fever.
Grandma and Grandpa are leaving for Florida tomorrow and offered to watch you for part of the day so I can go to work for a while. I may take them up on the offer and stay home with you tomorrow. I just want you to feel all better soon, it makes me sad that you are so hot and uncomfortable. Get well quick honey.
Friday, October 10, 2003
It's A Girl!!
Congrats to Deb & Dave on the birth of Alexis Marie.
Sunday, October 05, 2003
A Weekend Of Firsts
- You went to your first wedding and partied 'til you dropped.
- You went to your first birthday party (your friend Jude from day care turned one).
- The birthday party also was your first trip to the park. I don't think you had ever been on grass before.
- You cut your first tooth on Saturday. I still can't see the tooth, but boy can you feel it. I understand why you have been so grumpy lately.
- You started rolling all over the place. Before now it was just from your back to belly, but you have discovered the ability to roll across the room. You also are able to turn yourself around if you don't like the view where you are lying.
- Daddy lowered the mattress on your crib. We woke up several days the past week to hear you playing with the toys on your mobile. Just seeing your crib lower down makes me realize how fast you really are growing.
I am so proud of you. You are growing into such a little man. I love you.
Saturday, September 27, 2003
Chunky Monkey's Six Month Checkup
We went to the doctor yesterday for your six month checkup. You sure are a big boy. You now weigh 19lbs 12oz (95th percentile) and are 28.75 inches long (97th percentile). The doctor said you are very symetrical and are just a tall tall baby. She said if you continue growing at your current rate you should be around 28 lbs when you are one year old...yikes!!
You had two shots which you did not enjoy, and I cried with you. Now we have no shots until next March. The good news is that you have the go ahead to start eating table food. That means mashed meat/poultry, veggies, soft bread, and cherrios.
Not much else to report. Your Cantie Michele spent the night here last night. She came to town to surprise her parents at dinner tonight. I think you are enjoying your visit with her. You are going to stay at home with Daddy this afternoon while us girls go out shopping. You guys will have a great time for sure.
Monday, September 22, 2003
I just want to tell you...
I love you Caleb!!! I am here at work sitting at my desk looking at pictures of you and all I feel is love. I love you so much it hurts. You are the bright light in my darkest nights. I want you to always know you are loved. I love you...I love you...i love you.
Friday, September 12, 2003
Half A Year
Happy six month birthday my sweet baby boy. I can't believe you are already half a year old. Guess I'd better get started planning your first birthday party. I love you!
Thursday, September 11, 2003
Two Years Ago Today
Today is the two year anniversary of what could possibly be the worst event in our countries history. On this day two years ago we lost 3000 people in a horrible terrorist attack in New York and Washington D.C. You will learn all about it in history books when you are in school. This horrible tragedy tore so many families apart and left thousands of children (many who were not yet born) without parents. We will never forget 09/11/01.
Monday, September 08, 2003
Speak Now
Well you have definately found your voice. You love to scream and squeal whenever possible. I think you really like the sounds of your own voice. I think its cute how you have lengthy chats with the ceiling fan. I don't think its so cute when you do it in stores or restaurants. I hope you learn to lower the volume soon or else we won't be able to go out to eat for a while.
You are also working very hard on sitting up on your own. You want to do it so badly, but don't quite have the strength yet. I think it is just a matter of time now. I can't wait until you can sit up so you can enjoy your toys from a whole new perspective. You are so good at exploring and playing. I know I have said it before, but I am truly amazed by you. I just can't get enough of watching the world through your eyes.
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
Reflection
I was just reading through the archives here on your blog to see what I had to say this time last year. It is amazing how much my life has changed (for the better) in the past 12 months. It was a year ago yesterday that I announced your pending arrival at work. Now you are almost 6 months old and amazing me more and more every day. You my little boy are by far the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me. Frankly I don't know how I lived 30 years without you.
What's Shakin Baby
Last night you got to experience your very first earthquake. It was 11:02pm and I was holding you getting ready to put you in your crib. We were standing looking in the mirror (as you so love to do) and bam the house shook with one sharp jolt. Daddy sprang up in bed and asked if that was an earthquake. Indeed it was. It was a small one only 3.9, but a good first one for you. I don't think you felt it or even realized anything was out of the ordinary. I on the other hand was jittery like you would not believe and felt the need to hug you tight for a while longer. A few minutes later you and daddy drifted off to sleep why I was awake surfing the web for hours before finally feeling calm enough to sleep.
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
Cleaning House
I took some time this afternoon to tidy up the sidebar a bit. I'm going to add more preggo and baby blog links soon. Also I am thinking of posting pictures on a password protected website. If you are interested in viewing them please email me at lilspecialk2003@yahoo.com.
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
Five Months = 153 Days
My baby boy is five months old today. Where has the time gone? He is getting so big and mature. In the past few weeks we have had to reture our 3-6 month size clothes and jump into the 6-9 month size stuff. There were a lot of firsts this month: first vegetables, first swim in a pool (which Caleb loved), first time being sent home from school sick, and first cold (cough cough). The biggest news from this month is that we are now officially in full throttle teething mode. My poor baby is in pain all the time which breaks my heart. We are loving the Anbesol and Teething Tablets right about now. The problem is when you are teething and add a cold (stuffy head and cough) it makes for one unhappy baby.
In other news Caleb is going to meet a whole bunch of relatives from New Jersey this coming weekend. We are having a big BBQ at our house and hopefully he'll be feeling good enough to enjoy it.
Thursday, August 07, 2003
What's Up Doc!
You finished that first jar of peas on Monday night so Tuesday I decided to see if you would like carrots. I gave you a few spoonfuls and you made some funny faces. One spoonful led to another and another until the whole jar was gone. I couldn't believe it you ate a whole jar of baby food in one sitting for the very first time. I'd say that is a milestone. Tonight...more carrots (we're three days on the same food to determine if there are allergies or not). This weekend we'll try green beans...mmm mmm mmm.
Thursday, July 31, 2003
Got Peas?
You had your first taste of green peas tonight. I wish I had the camera handy because the look on your face was priceless. It was such a sour face, though you must have liked it because you ate 4 spoonfuls AFTER a big bowl of cereal. Geesh child you sure like to eat.
Daddy & I aren't thrilled about having to feed you jarred baby food, but with both of us working full time we just don't have the time to make our own at home. Since we had to compromise on the jarred stuff we opted to give you organic food. We figure if we're gonna do it we should get the stuff thats at lerast toxin free. The one thing we can't compromise on is jarred meat products. I think that is wrong on so many levels. You will be a vegetarian until you have teeth and can eat real pieces meat. I want you to learn to enjoy vegetables anyway so this will be a good experience.
Ole McCaleb Had A Farm
Today at daycare they had a travelling petting zoo stop by. I talked to your teacher and she said you cried when they tried to put you on a pony, but you really liked playing with a baby goat. I am so happy with all the wonderful activities your school has for you. Many of the things you are participating in now I didn't expect until years down the road. I say by your first birthday you will have surely seen quite a bit.
Back to how wonderful your school is. I just can't say enough. It costs a lot, but its well worth it. I don't know of any other center that has so much security. The facility and staff are top notch too. It is run by Bright Horizon and I am thrilled with their education by exploration philosophy. I hope you come away from your experience there a smart and happy boy.
Sunday, July 27, 2003
Growing Up So Fast
This morning when Daddy went to give you your bottle you surprised us both by grabbing it and holding it yourself. You held it until you were finished and Daddy had to take it out of your mouth. How self sufficient you are becoming. Makes you old Mommy kinda sad. I'm happy to see you healthy and growing, but at the same time I want you to stay my little baby.
Wednesday, July 23, 2003
Four Month Check-up
Last Friday Grandma and I took you to the doctor for your four month check-up. You tipped the scale at 16 lbs 5.5 oz (double your birth weight) and you are 26.25 inches long. You are in the 90th percentile for weight and 80th percentile for height, very impressive.
I told the doctor that you had been eating 1 tablespoon of rice cereal once a day on weekends and she said we could move you up to 2 tbs twice daily. I brought a box of cereal to daycare and your teacher said you love eating it. I think at night we are going to give you 3 tbs to fill your tummy because you get hungry so easily. The doctor also said we can start you on green vegetables in a couple weeks if we want. I'm not crazy about the idea of jarred baby food, but given our lifestyle it is the best option. Daddy and I have decided to feed you only organic baby foods and none with meat products. You'll get your first sampling of meat when you have teeth and can chew it.
You had another round of shots at that appointment. The poked you three times and you were not a happy camper. Grandma gave you a bottle immediately after and that seemed to cheer you right up. Saturday you gave us a bit of a scare when you spike a 101.7 fever. Some Tylenol and a long nap later you were good as new.
Daddy and I both caught a nasty cold last week. I had to take two sick days from work because I felt so bad. Somehow (thankfully) you did not catch our cold. You must have a really strong immune system.
Not too much else is going on with us. I'm back into the swing of things at work and you are loving daycare. I love when your teacher calls to tell me what a pleasure you are to have in class. You did have an incident the other day when she was changing your diaper. For some reason you deicided mid diaper change was a good time to go pee pee. You went all over yourself and the classroom. Silly boy.
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Sickness
Monday night daddy and I both came home from work not feeling well. It seems we have some sort of cold/flu. Yesterday I stayed home from work with you to try to rest and get this nasty thing out of my system. Problem is that being home with a baby is a fulltime job in itself so I didn't get much rest in. Actually I am resting more today at work than I did yesterday. I did enjoy having quality time just the two of us (daddy worked most of the day). I hope we can keep you healthy, a sick baby is the last thing we need right now. Keep your fingers crossed.
Monday, July 14, 2003
One Year Ago Today
Tonight it will be one year since we learned you were coming to join our family. So much has changed in the past 365 days. I now can't imagine my life without you in it. You make both Daddy & I proud every day with the amazing things you do.
You turned four months old on Saturday and to celebrate the occasion I put your high chair together. You look like such a big boy sitting in your chair eating your cereal.
This Friday you have a doctor appointment (more shots). Grandma is going to go with us. I can't wait to find out how big you are (height and weight). We just had to move you into size three diapers because you are such a big boy.
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
Well it has been a while
I just realized its been ages since my last post. I've been back at work nearly three weeks now and I think we are finally getting into a groove. Caleb is not a morning person and hates when I wake him up at 6:20 in the AM. He really likes weekends when he can go back to his 10 hour sleep schedule.
For the past two weekends little man has been eating a small bowl of rice cereal in the morning. He was showing interest in food and so far it seems to be agreeing with him. We're going to set up his high chair this weekend so he can eat his cereal like a big boy.
He is going to his four month check-up on July 18. At that appointment he'll get another set of shots (boo hoo) and we'll find out how much he weighs. He sure is a hefty fellow. We'll also find out then when we can start him on his first vegetables.
This coming Saturday will be Caleb's four month birthday. Where has the time gone? I watched the video of his birth last weekend and frankly that small baby is a distant memory. He is becoming such a big boy scooting himself across the floor and laughing all the time. He's even started to teethe which is going to be a challenge for all of us.
Its hard to believe that next Monday it will be one year since we learned that Caleb was on the way. Flash forward to today and we can't imagine life without him. Amazing how a year can change you.
Monday, June 16, 2003
Definately Not What I Needed Right Now
I go back to work in three days and must admit I am a basketcase. I so don't want to leave my baby all day and go to work. I feel like a bad mother going from being with him 24/7 to maybe 4 hours a day. The I read this and felt even worse. Why can't I be a stay at home mom?
Thursday, June 12, 2003
Three Months Ago Today You Were Born
As I have said a zillion times before...WOW!! I can't believe how fast time flies. In honor of your birthday I took down the bassinet attachment on your Pack-N-Play today. You were just running out of room to move around in it. The funny thing is as soon as I put you down in the spacious bottom part you migrated to a tiny section at the top.
In other news I took you to the daycare center yesterday and you made a friend. His name is Jude and he is the only other boy in your class. He is older than you (8 months old) but you guys didn't seem to mind. It was so sweet when he crawled over to you and held your hand. The teachers were bummed they didn't have a camera for that. I have a feeling you two boys are going to get into all sorts of trouble.
You did something new today. You decided to show me that you are an expert thumb sucker. Problem is you haven't quite mastered the art and kept gagging yourself. At first I was concerned you were ill then I realized what you were doing. Each time it happened you would take the thumb out stare at it, give it a dirty look, and yell something at it then back in the mouth it went. I must say you kept me quite amused.
I sent an email out with Caleb's 3 month portraits. If you didn't receive them and would like to see them please email (lilspecialk@yahoo.com).
Monday, June 09, 2003
The Countdown Is On
I go back to work next week. I have exactly 9 days of freedom after today before its back to the old grind. I can not believe how quickly 4 months flew by. I am having a really tough time with returning to a full time job. I am looking forward to adult interaction and a change of scenery, but I will miss my little guy so much it hurts. I know I keep venting about this same topic, but it's all I can think about right now. I am well aware that once I do start back at work and a routine is set we'll be fine. Its the anticipation thats driving me wacko. Whaaa!!!
Wednesday, June 04, 2003
12 Weeks Already And Some Frustration
You my son are turning 12 weeks old today. To you this doesn't mean anything, but to me it is a sign of how quickly time is really passing. It seems like just yesterday I was holding my tiny 8 pound bundle in my arms. Now you are at least 15 pounds of chubby love and my arms hurt if I hold you for too long. The good thing about this passing age is that you are so alert and notice everything around you. Fortunately you have a great sense of humor and think your Mommy is silly (which I am). I love spending every minute (well most of them) of my day with you and I am so sad that soon you will be starting day care and I will return to work.
I'm sure I have mentioned before that I am well aware how lucky I was to get 14 weeks of maternity leave after you were born. I just am not ready to part with you for 9-10 hours each day. Daddy & I took you to the day care center on Monday and dropped all of your personal belongings off. You seemed to have a great time, but I wonder how you will be when I am not there. I also took you back to my office again. While I feel ready to return to work I just am having a hard time stomaching the idea of being seperated from my baby. Also, the concept of being 'Super Mom' scares me. I just don't know how I am going to be able to get everything done in a 24 hour period. We hired a woman to come clean our house which is a relief, but how about during the weekdays. We have to get up early to get both of us (you and I) ready to go, we have a 25 miles drive to work/day care, 9+ hours of work (one hour of it visiting you at lunch), 25 mile commute home, baths, dinner, laundry, make bottles for next day, playtime etc. I just don't know how it is going to happen. To make matters worse Daddy is super busy at work and putting in a lot of overtime. While I totally understand that it must be done I don't think he understands exactly how hectic my life is going to become. I am almost in tears trying to think of how I am going to do everything on my own. I must say I have sooooo much respect for single moms. I really don't know how they do it. I just hope Daddy sees what I am going through and pitches in a bit. I guess we'll have to wait and see what happens.
Saturday, May 31, 2003
A New Cousin!!
Congrats to Adam and Mayrav on the birth of their son Jacob Ranger born on May 29.
Hopefully we'll be able to get these two young cousin together for a play date sometime in the future.
Thursday, May 29, 2003
A Milestone
I took you to see Grandma and Papa this afternoon. While we were there I thought some tummy time would be good for you. Right as I was telling them how you have been attempting to roll from your tummy to back for a week with no success guess what you did. Thats right you rolled over all on your own, we all saw it. After that you didn't want to do it again and got really fussy. It didn't matter to me I'm just so thrilled that you did it and your great grandparents were there to witness it. You go boy!
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
How Time Flies
You my dear boy are 11 weeks old today. I can't believe how quickly time is rolling by. I can remember almost every detail of your birth as if it were yesterday. Also, let me tell you 11 weeks of pregnancy never seemed to go by this fast. You are growing like a weed. I can't even recognize that tiny baby you were when you were born. Now you like to smile and laugh at me and daddy whenever you get the chance. You are also starting to fill out physically. You have a bit of a belly and some of what Grandpa would call 'thunder thighs'. I think its cute on you though, it just makes you look so grown up like a little boy not a baby.
Three weeks from tomorrow we start our normal life routine of work and day care. I am going about this with mixed feelings. I am going a bit nutty at home, but love being here with you. How will I be able to concentrate on work everyday when I would rather be hanging out with my favorite boy? This transition is going to be a rough one and I appologize in advance to whomever encounters me during it.
Friday, May 23, 2003
Day Care
Yesterday you and I went up to the Universal Child Care Center to meet everyone and see your new classroom. Much to my delight you really seem to like it there. While I was filling out paperwork they fed you your bottle and walked you around the room. You were giggling and smiling the whole time. I really feel much much better about leaving you. I also am impressed that their teaching philosphy is very similar to our parenting style. They want you to learn through play and exploration plus they treat you with respect and don't use babytalk (a pet peeve of mine). There are five other babies in your class (4 girls and 1 boy) all of them seem so interested in their surroundings. This weekend Grandma Linda and I are going to go shopping to get all your school gear. You would not believe the list they gave me plus I have to make an earthquake kit for you and a family board poster to hang in the room. We also have to have a family portrait taken for the school to display as a welcome for us. There is so much to do. I know that this school will become a huge undertaking for me too. The parents are really involved with the school and we are required to keep a journal of your activites on weekends (you teacher will do it during the week). All I can say is I am so happy you got a spot at the school I know how long the waiting list is and I feel so lucky!
Sunday, May 18, 2003
All Partied Out
Yesterday Caleb attended his first birthday party. He had such a great time looking around at all the decorations and pretty girls dressed as princesses (it was a 4 year old girls party). He was so good being passed around to everyone who wanted to hold him. Surprisingly he wasn't the youngest person there. There was a beautiful abby girl who was only 3 weeks old. Needless to say people were trying to make a love connection already. I seriously think Caleb was overstimulated and only managed about one hour of nap the entire day. Last night he went to sleep at 11:30 and didn't wake up until 8:15 this morning. Poor baby was partied out.
Here is a picture from before the party started:
Monday, May 12, 2003
Mommy's First Mothers Day
Yesterday I celebrated my first Mother's Day, it was a very special day. It all started on Saturday when Daddy bought me flowers while we were out shopping. The Sunday morning when I went to feed you I found a card and this tucked inside your crib. It was so early in the morning (5am) I didn't have the energy to look at them. When you woke up at 8am Daddy brought you to my room and you had the necklace in your hand. It was so sweet. After I got out of bed and ready to start the day we went downstairs for my favorite breakfast (bagels & lox).
The main joy of my day was Daddy took care of you for most of it. I don't know what you guys were up to, but there was a diaper incident where he was changing you and somehow you managed to pee on yourself not once but twice. I didn't see it happen, but know it did because boy did you smell bad last night. You needed another bath. Regardless you must have had a good time last night because you are still sleeping now. Thanks guys for a special first Mother's Day!
Friday, May 09, 2003
Caleb @ Two Months
Today we went to Caleb's 2 month doctor appointment. Let me just say that my little man is growing like a weed. He weighed in at 12lb 11oz (75th percentile) and is 24" long (90th percentile). Aside from some minor cradle cap on his forehead the doctor was really happy with his growth and development. He's really active and she said she wouldn't be entirely surprised if he starts crawling before six months.
The hardest part of todays visit were his shots. Normally there are a set of 4 shots given and two and four months, however yesterday the HMO switched to a new shot which comes in three doses instead. My baby was spared one needle...yay! He handled it like a trooper (better than me) and is in a bit of pain now, but Tylenol is working beautifully.
Last but not least we got the best news today. Caleb was accepted into the Childrens Center at my work for June. We were originally told he wouldn't be able to get in until September because of his spot on the waiting list (which he has been on since Sept 2002). I am so excited that I don't have to look for interim day care. This is seriously a huge weight off my back. I am really happy with the Childrens Center and am confident he'll be treated well and have a great time.
Thursday, May 01, 2003
Do you know what today is?
It's May 1st. That means I have to go back to work next month!! Oh it makes me sad to think my maternity leave is winding down and I will soon (49 days to be exact) have to leave my pride and joy in the hands of a stranger in order to go work.
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
Career Boy
I took you to my office yesterday so all my coworkers could meet you. I was impressed by how well behaved you were. People were passing you around and you just cooed and stared at them. I think you even tried to smile a couple times. It was really weird being back there for the first time since February. It feels the same as before and made me realize more than ever how special this time you and I have now is. I go back to work towards the end of June which is something I dread. Just the thought of day care makes me sick. Oh how I wish we'd win the lottery and I could stay at home.
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
Six Weeks Already
I can't believe six weeks have passed since you blessed us with your presence. Daddy and I are loving every minute with you. It seems you change almost hourly these days. You are getting so big (long and heavy), I can't wait until your doctor appointment on May 9 to find out how much you weigh. I look at pictures of the swet angel who joined us six weeks ago and can't believe it is the same baby. You are starting to look so grown up.
You also have come to peace with you animals. On Sunday you and Monty spent some quality time together and I think I caught you giggling when he was giving you a bath of kisses. As far as Fluffy and Tasha they are surprisingly not bothered by you. I hope you guys are all the best of friends as you get older.
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
Sleep Baby Sleep
Yesterday it was pouring rain the entire day and we didn't get a chance to go for our daily walk. I don't know if this is why you didn't take a nap, but you were wide awake 80% of the day (you snuck in a 2 hour snooze). By the time you went to bed at 11pm last night you must have been exhausted because you didn't wake up until 7:30am this morning. Daddy had a doctor appointment this morning so he was home late and we actually got to sleep in (and through the night). My only concern is that you have slept most of today already. Does that mean you'll be wide awake tonight...yikes.
Saturday, April 12, 2003
Time Sure Flies
Happy one month birthday little Caleb. I can't believe you are a whole month old already. It seems like yesterday I was in the hospital in labor waiting to meet you. You are such a joy to daddy and I. Last night you gave us a real present, you didn't wake up for your middle of the night feeding until 6:10am. Thats right you slept from 11:30pm - 6:10am without waking up. What a big boy you are.
Today we took you to the mall for your mone month portraits and you were a perfect angel. You really like to pose for the camera. The lady at the studio was so impressed and thought you were much older than you are. That made us so proud.
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
Four Weeks Ago Tonight
I can't believe you are already four weeks old. It seems so long ago that I was in labor and having my c-section. You are such a great baby, we are really lucky. You only cry when you are hungry and you only wake up once during the night. In the middle of the night your drink your bottle get a clean diaper and go back to bed for about three more hours. I can't tell you how much I love you for that. You also are showing signs of advancement already. You are so alert and always looking around at everything. Daddy has been spending a lot of "tummy time" with you and it looks like you are already working on the whole crawling thing. I say you'll be mobile in no time.
Your one month birthday is this Saturday and we are going to take you to have your first portraits taken. I can't wait. I just love showing you off to all our friends and family, everyone can't get over how adorable you are. I know I'm biased but you are probably the cutest baby I have ever seen.
Friday, March 28, 2003
My C-Section Drama...The Full Story
**warning this is kinda long and not for those with weak stomachs**
I delivered Caleb on 03/12 via c-section (unplanned). I stayed in the hospital for three days after before going home. Both in the hospital and at home I never felt quite right. I had intense pain in my lower abdomen and incision area. The doctors and nurses all said it was normal.
On Monday night at home I took a shower and was shivering (my teeth were chattering) when I got out. I thought nothing of it and went to sleep only to wake up in the morning sweating. That same day I noticed the fold of skin where the incision is was quite damp. I put a washcloth in there to dry it out and realized it smelled horrible. I figured the smell was because I was afraid to wash it with soap and it needed to be cleaned.
Wednesday morning I took the baby to the hospital for his one week weigh in and the nurse asked to see my incision. She had to have smelled the stink and told me to go home and clean it with soap and pat it dry. I did as she said and all of my steri-strips (used to help the incision heal after the staples are removed) came off. After that I noticed that the incision area was getting more uncomfortable.
By Friday afternoon I started getting really bad headaches. I was also really really tired even though the baby had slept most of the night. My mother had been coming around during the days to help me out and noticed that I wasn't interested in caring for the baby. She started asking if I was okay and I told her my incision was bugging me. That night I took a shower and came out with the chills again. This time I asked Ari to look at the incision. He said even with showering it smelled and there was some white stuff oozing from it. We decided then that we should go to the hospital right away since neither of us would sleep well if we waited until morning.
Fortunately my folks were able to watch the baby on short notice. We dropped him off at 11pm and told my folks "we'd be back soon" (thinking they would just give me a prescription for antibiotics). We got to the hospital at 11:30pm and had to wait (though it wasn't that busy in the ER). At 12:30 the triage nurse took my vitals and my temp was 101.2 and my bp was 166/86. She told me I had to stay and be seen, but it would be a while. I wasn't called in until 3am (I was sooo tired by then). The doctor who saw me had NO bedside manner and scared the heck out of me. He first tried to pop my incision like a pimple to drain the puss. When that didn't work he gave me a local (which barely worked) and reopened the incision and dug at it with a needle and his finger (poor Ari had to watch the whole thing). It wasn't until after all the pain that I was given a shot of Demerol. Anyway, the doctor then announced that I was being admitted to the hospital. I literally freaked out at the thought of being seperated from my baby. I don't know when the last time I cried that much was.
I was moved to the High Risk / Ante Partum unit around 4:45am on Saturday and started on an IV of two kinds of heavy duty antibiotics. I also had to have the open wound packed with gauze three times a day (ouch!!!). I was kept in the hospital until Monday afternoon when my vitals have stabalized and the anibiotics were kicking in.
Between the Magnesium Sulfate I received during delivery and this infection I now have no hopes of breast feeding this child. I am so sad at all the complications I have encountered since labor began. I am thankful to be alive though. The doctors told me if I had not caught the infection when I did I could have serious problems to deal with.
My healing since coming home from the hospital has been wonderful. I still hurt but feel like a person again. I have a nurse coming to the house once a day on weekdays (for three weeks) to change my bandages and monitor my healing. Ari changes the bandages at night and on weekends. I went out of the house for the first time today. We took the baby to his doctor appointment and stopped at Target to pick up a few things. This trip wore me out, but it was great to be out in the real world again. It was the first time I went out somewhere other than to see a doctor since March 11. I go to the doctor next Tuesday to get checked out again. I'll post an pdate after I see her.
1st Doctor Visit
Today was your first visit to the pediatrician. Everything went great and you were on good behaviour for the most part. Your weight is up to 9lbs 1oz and you grew an inch bringing you to 22 inches long. From the amount you eat we weren't surprised by such a big jump. The doctor checked you out from head to toe and said everything looks perfect. We go back in six weeks for your two month check-up and you'll get some shots at that appointment.
We were pleased with the pediatrician. She seems to think the way we do which is a plus. We were concerned about the amount of formula you consume on an average day. She said that we shouldn't worry and feed you as long as you are hungry. She agreed with our theory of not setting a feeding schedule based on the clock (many doctors reccommend this). I'm comofrtable that we made the right choice with her. I'll have to thank Laurie for the tip next time I see her.
Thursday, March 27, 2003
It's A Girl !!!
Caleb's future wife was born today. Congratulations Renee & Tim on the birth of Megan Paulina.
Monday, March 24, 2003
Back In The Hospital Again
I spent the weekend back in the hospital. Its a long story which I will post later. I am doing much better and will fully recover.
It's A Boy !!!
Congratulations to Oscar & Stacy on the birth of Alex's little brother Evan Michael.
Tuesday, March 18, 2003
Happy Due Date
Today is our official due date. I always thought you would come week or two after this date, never a week early. Now that we have had you in our lives it seems like you have always been with us. I can't remember life before you were here. It has only been six days but it feels like a lifetime. They have been the best days for us because each time we look at you and the silly expressions you make we fall deeper in love.
Monday, March 17, 2003
Welcome Caleb Michael
I'm sitting here reading my last entry and so much has happened since then I don't know where to begin. Anyway...
On Tuesday I went to my doctor appointment ans was told that not only had my swelling gotten worse, but I had high blood pressure, protein in my urine, and I gained six pounds in one week. The doctor sent me straight to L&D saying that since I was already 39 weeks there was no point in keeping me pregnant.
At L&D the did lab work and were actually going to send me home until they noticed that I had +2 protein in my urine. I was admitted and checked for progress. Fingertip dialated, 50% effaced, and - 3 station. Basically my body was no where ready to deliver this baby. The doctor decided to start Cervadil (to ripen the cervix) overnight and begin inducing me in the morning. At 6:30pm the Cervadil was started and almost immediately I began having contractions about one minute apart. The doctors didn't like the reaction my body was having to the Cervadil so they decided to stop it.
At 1:30am on Wednesday morning I was put on an IV of Magnesium Sulfate (to prevent seizures caused by the high blood pressure) and Pitocin (to jumpstart labor). Both of these drugs are nasty on their own and when combined are a horid combination, I don't recommend this cocktail. Anyway I digress. Once the IV was started the contractions grew more painful, but not more consistant. I was developing no real labor pattern. I was given shots of Demerol to ease my pain and we waited for labor to progress.
By 1:30pm on Wednesday I was up to 3cm dialted, 80% effaced, and -1 station. Still not in active labor. The doctor broke my bag of water (I had a ton of fluid) and ordered my edidural. She said she wanted to see me at least hit 4cm in the next few hours if I wanted to avoid a C-Section. Let me just say I love the epidural, I had a few hours of relief for the pain and was able to relax while waiting to progress to 4cm. Of course when the doctor came to check on me at 7pm I was still at 3cm with no signs of change in sight. She said that when someone who is not favorable for delivery is induced from scratch failure to progress after 24 hours indicates that progression will likely not happen. Based on this we decided a C-Section would be the answer (and frankly after 25 hours of labor I was not up for another seven or eight more).
Caleb Michael was born via C-Section at 8:12pm on Wednesday March 12, 2003. He weighed 8 pounds 3 ounces and was 21 inches long. His Agpar scores were 9 and 9. He has a full head of dark hair like both his parents and it absolutely adorable.
After his birth I was kept in the hospital for three days. I had to stay on the Magnesium Sulfate and Pitocin IV for 24 hours after his birth. I'll admit this experience has been the most challenging of my life. Between the surgery and the drugs I was given my recovery is proving to be a slow and painful one. Though in the end when I look at my little man it was all so well woth it. I am truely happy to have him in my life. Plus the joy of seeing him and his father interact (which is by far the sweetest thing ever) brings tears to my eyes everytime.
Tuesday, March 11, 2003
39 Weeks
Today marks the end of week 39 and the beginning of what hopefully will be the final week...40. I have a doctor appointment this afternoon and am hoping he will have good news about your progress. It's not that I don't like bring pregnant and having you all to myself all the time. I love that. I want you so come out soon because I really want you to be born before we go to war. I don't know why I feel this way and frankly your arrival won't change the fact that we are going to war. Its just the timing of this whole thing is horrible. I mean why must the fighting begin on your due date? Also, your due date is a full moon which means L&D will be packed for sure. So if you'd like to make an appearance this week it would be greatly apprecaited. Anyday but Thursday works for me. Thanks.
Friday, March 07, 2003
Make Love, Not War
Let me tell you something baby this world you are coming into is a scary place to be. We are currently on the brink of a war that does not need to happen. Word came out today that Iraq has until March 17, 2003 to show proof that is has disarmed or else war will be declared.
The part that saddens me most is that you are due to arrive the day after this all important deadline. I wish you could be coming into the world during a peaceful time, but instead we are faced with possible terrorism on our soil, North Korea building nuclear weapons, and Iraq. Ironically both Daddy and I were born during the Vietnam war, also three of your four grandparents were born during World War II. I guess that gives me hope that we will get through this rough time in our world.
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
What A Good Daddy You Have
I have been doing good about staying home during the day and resting as much as possible. I want to go out, but need to save money so it is easier to just stay home and resist temptation. Anyway today my project was to wash a bunch of your stuff and get everything ready for your arrival at home. I finished this and now am only left with the project of finishing thank you cards from my baby showers. Anyway, Daddy saw that I had a touch of cabin fever and said he was taking me out to dinner tonight. We went to a diner not too far from here and had a nice meal. When we were walking into the restaurant Daddy said "You are really ready for this (pregnancy) to be over aren't you?" He was so sincere about it like he truly felt bad for me.
After dinner we stopped at the grocery store for ice cream (I needed some mint chip). When we were paying, the cashier said "Oh! Looks like someone had a craving. When are you due?" When I told her a week and a half her jaw hit the floor. She looked at me like I was a medical marvel. Not quite sure what to make of that.
Anyhoo I was talking about how good Daddy has been. When we got home from dinner my friend Renee called (she's due will baby Megan in April) and we were chating. While I was on the phone Daddy brought me a glass of ice water and the cordless phone (without being asked). Then when we were watching TV he brought me a big bowl of ice cream, that sure brought a smile to my face. He is trying so hard to lift my spirts and keep me comfortable. I really appreciate everything he is doing and I hope he knows it. The past week or so has been really rough on me and I don't forsee it getting any better.
Tuesday, March 04, 2003
So Close, Yet So Far
Here are my latest stats according to Amazing Pregnancy.com:
Today is Tuesday March 4th 2003.
You conceived on Tuesday June 25th 2002
and your due date is Tuesday March 18th 2003.
252 days have passed since the conception,
and you are 14 days before your due date.
You are 38 weeks into your pregnancy,
and you have 2 weeks to go.
You are in the 3rd trimester.
95% of your pregnancy has passed, there is 5% left to go.
Only 14 days...2 weeks left until my due date. Thats a mere 5% of this darned pregnancy. Of course it is the roughest longest part of it. I see the light at the end of the tunnel but it seems so far away. All I ask is that I am not sittting here in three weeks posting that I am 105% into this pregnancy, that would definately not be nice.
My Little Happy Camper
Yesterday I went to my NST appointment as scheduled. Low and behold I was 100% correct about my blood pressure. Yesterdays reading was 110/68 which happens to be the lowest it has been this entire pregnancy. I was monitored for a half hour and you were great. Your heart rate fluctuated between 137 - 179 and you moved around a lot (no hiccups this time though). I hoped that I would have had a contraction or two, but there was nothing. The nurse seems to agree with the doctor I saw on Friday that you are cozy in there with no plans on coming out any time soon.
Overall I'm feeling pretty good. You let me sleep through the night last night (with one potty break) and I am actually awake and alert before 11am today which is a first since I have been off work. My feet really hurt from the swelling, though the pain is more like they are bruised on top and bottom. I'm wearing my wrist brace on my left arm because the swelling aggervated my carpel tunnel and now my fingers on both hands are kinda stiff. I have one finger on my right hand that seems to need some WD-40 or something. They aren't swollen (more than usual) so I am not going to worry about it. I figure you are probably sitting on a nreve that I need to move my fingers.
I am still grumpy, but not nearly as bad as over the weekend. I know people mean well I am just frustrated by the constant baby talk. I've had some good chats with friends this week about things other than kids and I really have enjoyed those conversations. If you do call me please know I don't mind you asking how I am feeling or if the baby has arrived. What bothers me is when there is no other dynamic to the conversation. Remember I am the same person I was before I got pregnant and still have other interests in this world.
Well its time for me to get off my soapbox and go lie down again (such a lifestyle).
Sunday, March 02, 2003
Super Grump
Well I have brought grumpiness to a whole new level. This weekend I have been so edgy and irritable. Everyone and everything gets on my nerves. Daddy has been quite a trooper trying to make me comfortable and happy. He took me shopping yesterday for junk food snacks and then out for a nice dinner. He is trying so hard and I really appreciate it. Auntie came over today and we watch a DVD and made won tons, it was relaxing and nice to get my mind off of all things baby. I love you dearly, but I just can't let my life become 100% consumed with baby issues. A lot of people forget that I have a life outside of impending parenthood and only want to discuss pregnancy and infant care. I know everyone means well, but please remember I am a person too not just a baby machine.
There is not much else to report here. Daddy attempted to put your car seat in my car today, but something just doesn't seem right. I am going to stop off at the Highway Patrol station tomorrow and have them check it and show me how to install it properly. We want to be sure you are snug as a bug when riding in the car.
I have an appointment for yet another Non Stress Test tomorrow. I'm sure everything will come out perfect and we'll be sent home to wait for your arrival. Just remember tomorrow is 03/03/03 so if you want to arrive then I am fine with it, otherwise lets wait until later in the month.
Friday, February 28, 2003
A Light At The End Of The Tunnel
Per Amazing Pregnancy.com:
Today is Saturday March 1st 2003.
You conceived on Tuesday June 25th 2002
and your due date is Tuesday March 18th 2003.
249 days have passed since the conception,
and you are 17 days before your due date.
You are 37 weeks into your pregnancy,
and you have 3 weeks to go.
You are in the 3rd trimester.
94% of your pregnancy has passed, there is 6% left to go.
This means that by the end of this month you will be born and an official member of our family. I can't believe this journey has almost come to an end. Its been an amazing ride and I am looking forward to the next phase.
Labor & Delivery Drama
Today I went for our 37 week appointment and it did not go as well as I had hoped. I knew things weren't going to go smooth when the nurse took my blood pressure and I never felt the cuff get tight when she was taking the test. She said it was slightly elevated at 140/70. I mentioned that it seemed off and that the cuff never got tight, but she said it was fine and the doctor would decide how to proceed. Well sure enough the doctor took one look and said I was going to be sent to L&D for monitoring. I told her about the loose cuff, but she didn't seem to care and sent me on my way.
I get to L&D and every room is full so they set me up in the OB recovery room. I have the blood pressure cuff and machine hooked up along with fetal monitors. The nurse put the cuff on so tight that everytime it went off I was in excruciating pain and couldn't move my arm. The readings were still coming in abnormally high too. You were also being a squirmy guy they couldn't get a solid heart rate reading because you kept moving away from the monitor (the doctor at my appointment couldn't find your heart beat on the doppler for the same reason and had to use an ultrasound machine). Finally after an hour and a half another nurse came in to take blood (six vials) and took the tight cuff off. I told her I don't normally have veins in my arm and to use my wrist, but she was determined to find a vein on my arm. She put the tournaquet (sp?) on so tight I couldn't even feel the needle go in...ouch! When she put the blood pressure cuff on it seemed more comfortable than before and sure enough my blood pressure was 124/72 which it totally normal for me. This was proof to me that my entire day in L&D was due to nurse error.
Anyway long story short they sent me home and I am fine. Blood work came back totally normal. I am still measuring four weeks ahead (42 weeks), but my ultrasound done a few weeks ago came back normal and says you aren't HUGE. No other major news to report, I am only dialated "a fingertip" and the doctor seems to think that because I have not had any contractions (which I have felt) I will go past my due date. Our plans for a 03/03/03 delivery aren't looking so good right now.
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
We Made It
Today we are officially 37 weeks into our pregnancy. This is a major milestone because if you are born today you would not be considered premature. As of today you would be classified as a full term birth. Personally I'd prefer you stay in and keep cooking for a while, but I know you will arrive when you are good and ready. If you want to make an early appearance how about next monday (03/03/03)? Auntie and I are going to go walking on Sunday to see if we can get things stirring with you.
Saturday, February 22, 2003
A Whole Lot Of Shaking Going On
Well baby I was wrong last night when I said Monty was barking just to hear his own voice. Apparently we had a moderate earthquake (5.4) here last night and I didn't feel it. Now you will know soon enough that I don't like earthquakes at all and Daddy already knows this about me. He was sure I would be woken up by it and freak out. Instead I slept right through the shaking and only woke up when the dog barked. I didn't even feel any of the aftershocks. I guess this is technically your first earthquake, though I hope you don't have to experience another for many many years (they aren't so nice).
Another Doctor Visit & It's All Good News
I spent the afternoon at the doctors office yesterday. I lost four pound since my appointment the previous week, my blood pressure was down to 110/70 (an all time low), your heartrate was a bit high at 164 bpm, I am still measuring quite big so they sent me for another Non Stress Test (NST). I took Grandma Linda to the NST and she had a blast. She finally got to feel you move (you were all over the place), hear your heartbeat, and when they did the fluid check she got to see you again on ultrasound. The nurses said you were very active and everything was great. Everyone got a chuckle when you had the hiccups, they were so darned cute. The most surprising news to me during the test was that I had a couple contractions. I had no idea, I surely didn't feel them. I have my next appointment next Friday, lets hope it goes just as smooth.
In other news I finally broke down and had prengnacy portraits taken (if you want to see them email me and I'll send you a link). I went to Picture People on Thursday and had them taken. They came out nice and I have an 8x10 color picture of my belly in all its glory to share with you when you are older. I know how much you will appreciate that (yeah right). I also have a very sweet black and white pic that I gave to Grandma & Grandpa C yesterday and they LOVED it. I know it will quickly be replaced with pictures of you, but hey I took the opportunity to steal all the attention one last time.
Anyhoo it is 5am on Saturday and I should be sleeping. Your doggy (Monty) was barking at himself for no good reason and woke me up. I think I'll go try to catch a few Zzz's before I have to start the day.
Wednesday, February 19, 2003
We're Getting Close
According to most books full term is defined as 37 weeks, however our hospital defines it as 36 weeks. This means if I were to go into labor now they wouldn't try to stop it. I am in no way saying I am ready for labor now because I am not. I just started maternity leave and have so much to get done around the house before you arrive. Please please please try to hang out in there for at least a couple more weeks (remember I really would like your birthday to be 03/03/03...hint hint).
And just for clarification here is what Amazing Pregnancy has to say today:
Today is Wednesday February 19th 2003.
You conceived on Tuesday June 25th 2002
and your due date is Tuesday March 18th 2003.
239 days have passed since the conception,
and you are 27 days before your due date.
You are 36 weeks into your pregnancy,
and you have 4 weeks to go.
You are in the 3rd trimester.
90% of your pregnancy has passed, there is 10% left to go.
Sunday, February 16, 2003
We're Ready For Your Arrival
Daddy spent the morning assembling all of your equipment. It was hysterical watching Daddy build the Pack N Play. The directions Graco provides are so bad. We actually had to call Toys'R'Us and ask for help over the phone. After all the confusion was resolved Daddy carried the whole thing upstairs only to learn it didn't fit through the doorway to our bedroom. He had to take it all apart and reassemble it in the bedroom. Fortunately he was in a decent mood this morning and had a good sense of humor. He also put together your swing and bouncy chair. He's not to happy that everything makes noise, but I said tough because I know you will like it. Regardless the only things left to be done before you arrive are laundry (all your new goodies) and packing my hospital bag. Now that I'm not working I can get it all done by the end of the week.
In other news tonight is a full moon. As discussed before we know there is a connect between labor and full moons. Let's try not to test that theory on this full moon. Next month is fine, but now is too soon.
Another 2003 Baby
Congrats to my old college roommates Debbie & Dave on the announcement of their upcoming arrival. They just found out they are expecting mid-October. Yay!!!
Friday, February 14, 2003
I'm Officially Semi-Retired
Well I am now on maternity leave. It was bittersweet leaving work. For as much as that place stresses me out I am really going to miss it (up until I have to go back). Two of my co-workers indulged my most recent craving (Taco Bell tacos) for my send off lunch. I tried to leave without much fanfare since I am not one for being the center of attention (as I mentioned earlier).
Daddy & I went to our weekly doctor appointment today. This one was uneventful. I am still measuring four weeks ahead and the ultrasound results won't be available until next week. I asked the doctor how much she thought you would weigh at 40 weeks based on your being six pounds now. She said it's impossible to tell, but you could possibly get as big as 9.5 pounds...yikes! I set up all of my remaining OB appointments through the end of March. I sure hope I don't have to attend all of them. After next Tuesday (when we qualify for the family birthing room) you can feel free to come at any time. We also were pre-admitted to the hospital today and turned in the paperwork so I can be paid for disability. I feel like we really accomplished something this afternoon.
Today was also Valentines Day. Daddy didn't give me a card or gift, but took me out for a nice dinner. I was a bit embarassed because I couldn't fit in the booth with my big ole belly. Fortunately the waitress has a 3 month old and understood my situation well. They brought me a chair to put at the end of the table and on with dinner we went. Everything was great except Daddy's fish wasn't cooked very well. They replaced the fish and gave us half off our whole meal (a special Valentines package). In the end we scored a great dinner at a cheap price. You will soon learn that your parents love a great value and why this made us so happy.
Daddy is now setting up another computer in our home office so we can both be online at the same time. He has recently become addicted to a new computer game and I rarely see him or the computer. Now we can both be in the same room playing without conflict. At least until you arrive.
Wrist Pain In Pregnancy?
For the past couple weeks my left wrist has been hurting quite badly. I don't know why, but if I don't move it often it stiffens up and leaves me in screaming pain when I do move it again. I went through my magic drawer of wrist braces from college (old sign language injuries) and found a ton of right hand braces, but no left handed ones. I don't think this is an issue my OB would care about so I may just toughen up and deal with the pain. If its still around after you arrive maybe I'll go see my regular doctor. At this point I am at the medical center so much I couldn't bear to have one more appointment.
Surprise!!
Yesterday my co-workers gave me a surprise shower at the office. I was truly shocked and a bit embarassed (I'm not a big fan of being the center of attention). We got all sorts of great gifts including the Pack N Play, video monitor, and your very own first Lakers jersey (it is adorable). I can't believe everyone went to so much trouble for us, I really felt special.
Today is my last day at work. I am actually leaving early so Daddy and I can go to our weekly doctor appointment. It feels so strange knowing that after today I don't have to go to work until June and I am still getting paid. Its crazy.
Thursday, February 13, 2003
What A Cute Baby
Our ultrasound appointment went quite well. I really liked the tech we had, he made sure I saw everything on the screen and explained things clearly. He said you are measuring right on track for 35 weeks and your fluid level is good. Actually he doesn't have a clue how the doctor came up with a number as high as 24.8. You are weighing in at approx six pounds. Since it is just an estimate they say it could be a up to a pound more or less. For arguements sake we'll say you are somewhere between 5-7 pounds right now. We got to see your face and he printed us a picture of your profile. You are a cutie though I don't know where you got that nose. It seems so large, maybe its just because the picture isn't very clear. I also am curious to see if you have hair and if so how much.
Wednesday, February 12, 2003
Todays The Day We Get To See You Again
Daddy and I are going to the hospital for another ultrasound today. I can't wait to see you and find out how big you are. I'm nervous though because I want to be sire everything is okay with you. I worry so much (something you will get to know well overy the next umpteen years).
I only have two more days of work after today. It feels weird knowing I am going to be out of the office for MONTHS. The longest I have ever taken off was two weeks. I'm trying to think of fun projects to keep me occupied until you arrive. I have to work on baby shower than you cards, but want something fun to do too.
Not too much else is going on. It's very very rainy here this week. I was supposed to go to the ultrasound today alone (Daddy had to work), but when Daddy saw the weather he said there was no way I was driving myself and reworked his schedule to go with me. I am so happy he'll be there. I like having him at my appointments being involved with decisions concerning you.
Speaking of decisions I signed you up for a Pediatrician. I talked to our next door neighbor Laurie who takes her four sons to the clinic out by our house. She reccommended her doctor highly and said several friends from her church have recently changed their kids to that doctor. I called yesterday and officially put in a request for you to see her. Hopefully we'll get accepted. Now if I could only work out the day care situation.
One last thought, Daddy & I ditched our C-Section class last night at the hospital. I didn't sleep well on Monday and the weather wasn't so great so we decided to go home and relax instead of going to class. It really is hard living 30 miles away from the hospital. It makes attending these sessions really difficult. That is why we are going to take you to the doctor at a local clinic and hope you never need to be in the hospital because I don't like the one they will send you to.
Saturday, February 08, 2003
Want To Be notified When Baby K Arrives?
If you would like to be notified (either by phone or email) when Baby K arrives please send an email to LilSpecialK2003@yahoo.com. Please be sure to include you name, email address, and phone number (if you'd like to be on the call list). I'll make sure that someone has your information when the big day arrives.
A Very Eventful Doctor Visit
Well Daddy sure chose a good appointment to come to. I expected it to be our usual quick "you're doing great" visit, but it was anything but. When the doctor measured my belly she said you are measuring quite big (four weeks ahead) and was a bit concerned with your size. She did a quick ultrasound to check the levels of amniotic fluid and said it was 24.8 (anything over 24 is considered high). She then sent me off for a Non Stress Test (NST) to monitor your heartbeat and check the fluid levels again. The montoring part went fine, but according to the ultrasound the nurse did my amniotic fluid level was 10 (on the low side). The doctor didn't seem worried though. She also didn't seem concerned that when I first checked in my blood pressure was 120/72 and after the NST it was 130/80 and 130/88.
We are now going to the doctor every week and have a Level II ultrasound scheduled for next Wednesday to see exactly how big you really are. This weekend we aren't joking around about getting our bags packed and the car seat in. I think you may come at any time. The doctor however thinks I'll make it to the end and she'll put a note in my chart for L&D that I have a big baby so they don't let me labor for hours on end. I don't think so!
Friday, February 07, 2003
My Heart's On Fire
The past couple days I have had horrible heartburn. There is no reasonable explanation why. I was told once you began to drop the heartburn would subside, bit instead it has gotten worse...grrr!!! I wonder if there is such a thing as taking too much Tums?
On the medical front Daddy and I went on the tour of Labor & Delivery on Tuesday night. I am quite nervous because the hospital only has two family birthing rooms which are available on a first come first serve basis to mothers who are 36+ weeks along and non high risk. I want to deliver in one of these rooms very badly. Otherwise you have to go into the big scary sterile delivery room which fightens the crap out of me. Here is the part that worrys me...when we were there on Tuesday night all nine labor rooms and both family birthing rooms were full. L&D was at capacity on a random Tuesday in February. Our due date is a full moon which for some reason triggers more labors...yikes!! Do you think you can choose to be born on a slow day in the L&D?
This afternoon Daddy & I are headed to a bi-weekly doctor appointment. I am looking forward because this is the first appointment Daddy has gone to (except the ultrasound). He hasn' t heard your little heart beating yet and I can't wait to see his face when he hears it. I am also going to start pressuring the midwife to schedule an induction date. I am antsy to know when the absolute latest I will have to wait to meet you will be.
Our weekend is booked with Baby K activities as well. We are going to assemble your stroller, car seat, and swing. Plus we are going to pack all our hospital bags to have them read 'just in case'. I can't be too prepared. Even though both Daddy and I were born weeks late there is always a chance you will be a little stinker and come early.
Oh have I mentioned lately that I only have five more days of work and thirty-nine days until our due date. Everything is rapidly approaching.
Tuesday, February 04, 2003
34 Weeks Down...6 To Go
I can't believe we only have six weeks until our due date. Time is suddenly going by so quickly. Your room is just about finished and if I say so myself it looks adorable. We are going to our second Expectant Parent class tonight. It's about Labor & Delivery (L&D). Before class we are scheduled to take a tour of the L&D department which I am really looking forward to. I think the highlight of this evening will be watching Daddy's face when they show the actual delivery video in class. I don't think he is fully aware what he is going to see. Next week is the C-Section video and frankly I don't know if I am ready for that one.
You are continuing to grow like a weed (a very good thing). I am so tired all the time and can't wait to start maternity leave (8 more work days after today) so I can form a regular nap schedule until you are born. Oh to take a nap mid-day I think that would make my life soooo much easier.
Sunday, February 02, 2003
Tired Momma
You must be in the middle of one of your growth spurts right now. I am so exhausted I can barely keep my eyes open. I took a nap before bed last night and still slept for nine hours. Most people would wake from that refreshed, but now me I am still exhausted. I could fall asleep right now, but don't want to risk screwing up my sleep pattern tonight. Also, you seem to get the hiccups a lot lately. Is it something I'm eating?
Saturday, February 01, 2003
Shower??? It Poured
Today was our second and final baby shower. I ame in awe at the generousity and kindness of others. We received so many wonderful gifts. At this point there is very little Daddy & I will need to buy for your homecoming. We put your room together more today and everyone is joking that there is so much stuff in it we won't be able to find you. Daddy can't get over how many toys you have and you aren't even born yet. You my little man appear to be on the fast track to spoiled (not such a bad place). I'm going to take more pictures of your nursery and post them later.
Wednesday, January 29, 2003
From AmazingPregnancy.com:
Today is Wednesday January 29th 2003.
You conceived on Tuesday June 25th 2002
and your due date is Tuesday March 18th 2003.
218 days have passed since the conception,
and you are 48 days before your due date.
You are 33 weeks into your pregnancy,
and you have 7 weeks to go.
You are in the 3rd trimester.
82% of your pregnancy has passed, there is 18% left to go.
Class Dismissed
Last night we made it through our first Expectant Parent class. Daddy was a trooper sitting through a two hour lecture about breast feeding in a room full of pregnant woman and a handful of husbands. The class was informative, though I feel the instructor was just a bit too gung ho about nursing. We have decided to give it a whirl at least for a little while and see how it goes. There are so many benefits from it we want you to have, so I am going to have to set my personal feelings about it aside and concentrate on your needs. You seemed to like the class (or the Greek food I had for dinner) because you were moving around a lot while we were sitting in the auditorium. You are still really high up today and you kindly moved off my sciatic nerve. Aside from my aching feet walking feels pretty darn good today.
By the way I accomplished some important tasks over the past 24 hours. I called Lifecare and they are creating a list of day care centers around my work and our house that accept infants. I need a backup plan in case we don't get into the children's center here on the lot. I should have the list next week and can start calling around and checking places out soon. I also created our birth plan this morning. I used an interactive online tool that was wonderful and made it so very easy. Daddy and I are going to bring it to our appointment next week. My next project is to find a Pediatrician for you. So much to be done, so little time left.
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
Back To School
Tonight Daddy & I start our Expectant Parent classes at the hospital. The lecture tonight is about breast feeding. While I am interested in learning more on the topic I was not aware that there was enough information to fill a two hour session. The class doesn't start until 7pm and by the time we get home (hefty 30 mile drive) it will be at least 9:30pm. I am usually in my pj's by 6pm and in bed watching TV no later than 9pm. Its going to be tough adjusting my schedule for these classes. At least it is only four weeks, one of which I will be on maternity leave.
No too much else is going on with us. Daddy is going to go with me to my next doctor appointment (Friday 02/07). He hasn't been to one before and will get to hear your heartbeat for the first time. I am very excited about that.
Sunday, January 26, 2003
It's Raining It's Pouring
Well the title of this entry doesn't quite hit the nail on the head. When I say raining I am referring to the wonderful shower Auntie Steph threw for me yesterday. It was such a great day. About 20+ people turned out to honor you and celebrate the day. We walked away with TONS of great gear for you including two handmade blankets which are lovely. Even Grandma & Grandpa C got creative and made you a gift basket filled with all sorts of goodies. It looked very professional. As always Auntie outdid herself and threw a successful party and I think (hope) everyone went home having had a great time.
Now to the weather report. I had bought myself a cute new outfit that consisted of pants, a t-shirt, and a knit blazer. Well who knew it would be 80 degrees at the end of January. I didn't get to wear the blazer and when I came home I had to put shorts and a t-shirt on right away. I have another shower planned for next Saturday and the outfit I have prepared is long sleeves. I hope the weather cools down by then.
Well it is 6:20am and you have been an active one this morning, keeping me from sleeping. I am exhausted from our long day yesterday and I still have three weeks of work left. Please let me get some rest. I am absolutely starving and too darn lazy to walk downstairs for food. I think I am going to go lie down and let the sounds of my growling stomach lul me to sleep.
Thursday, January 23, 2003
What A Sweet Daddy
Today Daddy decided to come visit me at work for lunch. I asked for a burger and shake from In-N-Out and he brought it to me. That was the sweetest thing. You seem to be growing and I am very very uncomfortable today. Daddy knew this and did what he could to make me feel better. I still feel icky but am glad I got to spend my lunch time with Daddy, it was a nice treat.
Beached Whale
I had Daddy snap a picture of me on the digital camera last night and then compared it to my 20 week picture (I'm 32 weeks now). Oh my god am I HUGE!!! I had no idea I had gotten so large, I can't possibly imagine what I will look like at 40 weeks...yikes. If you want to see the pics send me an email and I'll forward you a link.
Sunday, January 19, 2003
Completed Nursery & A New Toy For Mommy
Your nursery is just about done, all we need are the goodies from the shower and you will be all set. I really like how the room came out. I have created an Ofoto gallery of pictures. To see them click here. Also, we broke down today and bought a good digital camera so I can take a zillion pictures of you when you arrive. All the pictures posted today were taken with our new camera. Not too shabby huh?
Saturday, January 18, 2003
Yippee
Daddy put your crib together today. It is so adorable. I took pictures and will post them later.
Oh Happy Day
The painter came this morning and your room now has a fresh coat of blue paint on the walls. I love it. Daddy and I are going to go buy a curtain rob to hang your valance and he'll put your crib together tonight. I can't believe your room is almost ready for you to move in. I am still hunting for the perfect quilt hanger and bookshelf, but otherwise your ready to go. I also hung the adorable Rainbow Fish picture Auntie Steph gave you in the bathroom. I am going to pick up some fun colorful bathroom accessories to match it since the ones we had before are way too grownup for your taste. Have I mentioned that I am SOOOO excited???
Friday, January 17, 2003
Guessing Game
I have finally caught on the bandwagon and signed up at expectnet.com. I now have a guessing game going for our little man. If you would like to play along you can cast your guess at this site.
Thursday, January 16, 2003
Our 31 Week Appointment
Everything at todays appointment went great. You are measuring on schedule and your heartbeat was pounding away. My blood pressure was good and the results of my bloodwork taken last month were excellent. The midwife was impressed. I mentioned my concern with my ankle swelling and sciatica pain, but she wasn't too concerned. All she said was "at least there is a light at the end of the tunnel". I am now on to appointments every two weeks and by the end of February we'll be going in every week.
At our 37 week appointment (if you are still baking then) we'll have another ultrasound to see how much you weigh. At that time they will set up an induction date in case you don't decide to make your entrance on your own.
I also saw Grandma C today and she bought you some adorable outfits. One of them is going to be what you wear to your first photographer visit. I can't wait to see you all dressed up for pictures. Soon my little man, we will meet very soon.
You've Gone And Done It
You gave your mother my first grey hair. I was in the ladies room here at work and peeked up to see one shiny grey hair staring back at me. You kow I pulled that puppy out. Hopefully that was just a playful joke on your part..ha ha. Lets try to keep my hair its natural color for a few more years, I am way to young to go grey.
Were off to our doctor appointment in a few minutes. I'm going to see if they can estimate how big you are at this point and I am also going to talk to them about my ankles and sciatica pain. I'm really uncomfortable these days. We'll see what they say.
I'm Starved
I was just looking over some of the search queries that brought people to this site. I noticed one from this past weekend:
12 Jan, Sun, 14:27:00 Yahoo: pregnancy + chinese food
Mmmmm Chinese food sounds really tasty right about now. Are there any places that deliver at 4:30am?
Inconsiderate People Piss Me Off
Warning this is a big time vent. It is now 4:15am and here I am wide awake, my legs and back are killing me and getting comfortable doesn't seem to be an option. Anyway that is not the point of this post. This is again about the RUDE people who ride the commuter train. Last night on the way home from work there was this girl who must have been no older than 19 chatting on her cell phone when the train pulled up. She was in such a rush to get on the train she practically pushed me out of her way and then proceeded to jump into the last open chair. Did she so much as look up at me and acknowledge what she had done? NO!! Apparently her parents didn't teach her any manners. So I proceed to stand by the door and a kind gentleman (who was also standing) checked and found there was an available seat on an upper level. I go to sit down and the visibly unhappy woman sitting across from me would not move her legs to allow me to sit forward in the seat. I sat there twisted for about three minutes and decided I would be much more comfortable standing. And so it went I stood by the door until the next station stop. There were about 50 people sitting comfortably staring at the woman who was 7 months pregnant trying to keep her balance. All I can say is I am looking forward to next month when Daddy starts driving me to work. Who knew riding the train would be so stressful.
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Scaring Grandma
I guess we gave Grandma C quite a scare this afternoon. Apparently she was trying to call me at work for some time (she didn't leave a message) and got very worried when I didn't answer. I was outside eating lunch with Auntie (who had the day off). When Grandma finally got me on the phone she sounded frantic. It was cute, but it is way too soon for her to panic when I don't answer the phone. What is she going to be like in a few weeks...oy vey!
In other news we are 31 weeks today, only 9 weeks to go. It's getting close.
Monday, January 13, 2003
Will You're Nursery Ever Be Done?
My hopes of getting your room finished this weekend were shattered. The painter had to work and didn't come over. I was so frustrated because I am used to people calling when they can't be somewhere. This guy didn't call at all. Finally on Sunday I had Grandpa call and the painter said he would be there next Saturday...grr!! Daddy and I make a special trip on Friday night to pick up your crib and buy the mattress so we could assemble it this past weekend. Instead it is leaning againt the railing of the stairs in the loft for a week. I can't wait to put it together and see what it looks like in your room.
Also, Grandma and Grandpa C brought over a baby doll for us to use to start training the cats and dog how to behave when you come home. I admit I feel weird walking around the house talking to a doll, but if it helps I'm willing to try anything. I hope you guys all get along. I know Monty will be an excellent big brother to you. As for Fluffy and Tasha, well we'l have to wait and see.
Friday, January 10, 2003
From AmazingPregnancy.com:
199 days have passed since the conception,
and you are 67 days before your due date.
You are 30 weeks into your pregnancy,
and you have 10 weeks to go.
You are in the 3rd trimester.
75% of your pregnancy has passed, there is 25% left to go.
The end is near. I can't believe how fast time has been flying.
Thursday, January 09, 2003
You're Nursery Will Be Done After All
This evening Grandpa C sent over a painter to give an estimate on painting your room. Looks like he'll be here on Saturday to do the job (yay). Also, we are going to pick up your crib and put it together this weekend. Daddy agreed to make your room priority this weekend so it looks like the nursery will be done in just a few days. I am soooo excited. That will leave me with one weekend off before my first baby shower. Now everything is starting to come together. Once your room is assembled I'm sure everything will start feeling more real.
Wednesday, January 08, 2003
It's Getting Closer
I turned in my paperwork yesterday for my maternity leave. My last day at work is 02/14 and I will return probably sometime in early June. I can't believe that I have less than six weeks of work left before my leave...Yahh Hooo!! I am taking four full weeks off before yourt expected arrival. I asked Daddy this morning what I should do with that time and his idea was to clean the house...uhhhh no! I know I am going to spend the last two weeks at Grandma & Grandpa's house everyday in case I go into labor and need a ride to the hospital. This is when living 30 miles from the hospital becomes a problem. Since Grandma already works at the hospital I will need to find another ride. If I am hanging out at G & G's house then either Grandpa or Auntie Steph can drive me since they work two miles away. I'm getting anxious to know when you are going to make your appearance. Will you be early, on time, or late?
Another sign that this pregnancy is coming to its end is that in the past week people have started asking when I am due. Apparently I have "popped" and am now officially HUGE. Even Daddy expressed concern that he didn't think I could get much bigger. And Grandma Linda assured me that I will be "big as a house" by the time all is said and done. The scary part is that I am only 30 weeks along (as of yesterday), tem more weeks to go.
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
It's A Girl
Congrats to Samara and Jamie on the birth of Alex's little sister Annika. It's a girl...woo hoo!!!
Wednesday, January 01, 2003
It's Finally Here
I called the store today and they said your crib has arrived. We won't be able to pick it up for a week or so, but how exciting we definately have a place for you to sleep. Yipeee!!!
Top 17 Fatal Things to Say to Your Pregnant Wife
Stolen from the Due In March forum at The Labor Of Love.
17. "I finished the Oreo's."
16. "Not to imply anything, but I don't think the kid weighs 40 pounds."
15. "Y'know, looking at her, you'd never guess that Pamela Lee had a baby!"
14. "I sure hope your thighs aren't gonna stay that flabby forever."
13. "Well, couldn't they induce labor? The 25th is the Super Bowl."
12. "Darned if you ain't about five pounds away from a surprise visit from that Richard Simmons fella."
11. "Fred at the office passed a stone the size of a pea. Boy, that's gotta hurt."
10. "Whoa! For a minute there, I thought I woke up next to Willard Scott!"
9. "I'm jealous! Why can't men experience the joy of childbirth?"
8. "Are your ankles supposed to look like that?"
7. "Get your *own* ice cream."
6. "Geez, you're awfully puffy looking today."
5. "Got milk?"
4. "Maybe we should name the baby after my secretary, Bambi."
3. "Man! That rose tattoo on your hip is the size of Madagascar!"
2. "Retaining water? Yeah, like the Hoover Dam retains water."
And the Number 1 Fatal Thing to Say to Your Pregnant Wife...
1. "You don't have the guts to pull the trigger....."
